20061011

ok i screwed hmp paper 3. i made like 176532652904651 mistakes. all the nice parts for my first song were all spoilt because i kept playing wrongly la. and the worst is my cello. like OMG CAN there was this running passage and i played one note wrongly so for the rest of the two bars it was like bleh blah bleagh and total rubbish. disgustingly horrible omg

don't believe can ask mel! omg omg omg

and mrs ee and mlim took esp long to write comments for my playing. chiling didn't go out immediately after i finished, and plus we waited so long for them to call her in. and then when i went in (because i had to flip page for chiling) mrs ee smiled at me and went 'so audrey, do you like cello or piano more?' (mlim asked me something before that but i can't remember what) so i was like 'errrrr don't know about the same?' but they thought i was just reluctant to say which instrument i like better and went 'the obvious right! cello right!' and mrs ee was smiling all the way while asking me.

i don't actually know what it meant. i think it means my piano playing was like super lousy. oh no): i think i was rushing like mad. mlim was tapping like siao for every piece la wahlau, so stress can.

oh and MEL MEL THANKS FOR BEING MY ACCOMPANIST! YOU PLAYED SUPER WELL(: YAY YOU ROCK HAHA